Poem: I Just Can't

Mzee Mwanakijiji · 2007-12-11T22:35:16+00:00

I know! I know you are mad and upset That I didnt leave you alone and yet I kept pushing and nagging, and asking About it! I know you wanted me to stop And leave you alone and be gone! But I didnt I know, You wanted me to stop asking Because you didnt feel like talking So, your voice was shaking and your hands trembling Because I made you mad, for not giving up You wondered how dare me to keep asking While you told me you would not be talking About it! You probably Thought, I was just being mean and pathetic I didnt understand you, or comprehend what you meant May be you said, he is just like them Why cant he leave me alone, Im no longer a kid but Im grown Why doesnt he understand, You wondered! I know, I could have just left you, and forget about you And leave you just in your own misery In your own anger, and disappointment That I could have just s forget about you It is useless to care and dare to share! I could not do all that, even if you dared me! But I didnt! But then, I thought about you, and the time we shared The tears, the joys, the fears, and the words uttered The whispers, the passion, the longing, and things we talked about The touches and feelings and anger and more laughter! How could I just leave you alone, just because you are mad Or just because, you dont want to talk about it! I cant! I wish, You could understand where I come from Where friends, dont leave friends even when Being there, means more pain, and agony! Especially when what you do or dont do Affects the people whom once you cared about and who loved you Just because, the feelings are not there anymore, Then just act as if you never knew them before I could not leave you! It is, A sense of abandonment, and humiliation that they would feel Itll be a combination of desperation, fascination and hesitation That you who cared and dared to care, no longer feel the same So, when you asked me to leave the matter alone I felt that I couldnt, but Ill ask you and let you talk about it Because I know you can, I believe you can, and I hope You know that I know that you can! Talk about it So, As I write to you I want to you know that really care That my love for you is not a weakness or something to spare I want you to know that, as your friend, I mean you accept me as such I would always be there, to tell you the truth, To stand in your face and say you wrong, and to tell you what you did was unfair I hope youll do the same to me, when the time come Because that is what FRIENDS DO! Now know, From me, to you I want you to know, that I love you Even when you act like new Or as if I never knew you So, my dear wherever you are and in whatever you are doing I want you know Ill be here for YOU! When you need a real Friend and not a pretend!

Thread starter Mzee Mwanakijiji
Start date Dec 12, 2007

Mzee Mwanakijiji

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